trying my very best to forget everything bout him. everything. then i realise, i cant forget about him at all. everything is on my mind. huh. cant imagine how hard my life, when he not around. cant breath in, breath out. i'm trying to live with my own feet, stand only by myself, i hope i can do it.
ohh GOD,
give me a strength to live, even its hard. give me a way, when there is no light. please. . .