part 3

prince charming??

do they real? i dont know. for me, there is no prince charming in this real world. i just love to be loved with someone that really cared for me. i'm not a materialistic type. haha. i'm hoping that there will be a man that always be by my side when my days turn bad. someone that i can rely onto. a man that will not slap me, or punch me, because i dont need an abuser!!!! 

love. . . 

it means to cared, to shared, to protected, each other. its hard to find true love. or should i say, true love doesn't exist in my life. too much pain, too much hurt, too much sacrifice. all i did because of love. then, i got nothing as a repay! they( my exx) only can talk, and promise. but do nothing! jerk! 

part 2

today,

trying my very best to forget everything bout him. everything. then i realise, i cant forget about him at all. everything is on my mind. huh. cant imagine how hard my life, when he not around. cant breath in, breath out. i'm trying to live with my own feet, stand only by myself, i hope i can do it. 

ohh GOD, 

give me a strength to live, even its hard. give me a way, when there is no light. please. . .

part 1

 some people call me nad, some people call me jee. just an ordinary  simple girl. love to laugh a lot. talkative sometimes. a bit naughty + crazy. love to share. hate high heels, roses, and some girly stuff. yekkksss! i just love to be myself.